Am I someone you can call by first name now? That makes me feel a little warm. ♪ Perhaps I'll do the same in return.
If you can't understand my actions, then let me explain. In order to survive dark places like that, I need a shining light. The person who told me he'd never leave my side, the one who had shown me real magic and showed me miracles, had vanished. Like a child, I was upset by something so obvious... something that was never true.
In order to wipe it from my mind, I focused again on music. I knew that I wanted to hear your sounds for myself, without a recording, without you prepared for my audience. As I thought, it was brilliant. I've held onto every step and every note, even now.
[ there’s so much sappy shit here. right in the group chat. at 3am. hello? how dare you?? though some of it is interesting, and some of it is nice to hear— well, he can’t just say either of those things, let alone in public.
so— ]
As always You run your mouth far too much. Do you really want to go back there already? We can make that bed your permanent home.
[Oh my god. He does actually laugh, can Shuu hear it? CAN HE HEAR IT...]
You reverted to my family name so quickly! Fufu, if you want to visit, go ahead. I'm a little lonely, so that's why I'm speaking on here to begin with, after all.
I've had too much sleep lately, so it feels impossible. Even when I lie down in my pajamas on the bed and close my eyes, these thoughts keep stirring around...
Perhaps after some company, I might be able to feel tired again. Once I've relaxed, you know?
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It wasn’t broadcast.
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I thought I told you
I’m not interested in winning by default, Eichi
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If you can't understand my actions, then let me explain. In order to survive dark places like that, I need a shining light. The person who told me he'd never leave my side, the one who had shown me real magic and showed me miracles, had vanished. Like a child, I was upset by something so obvious... something that was never true.
In order to wipe it from my mind, I focused again on music. I knew that I wanted to hear your sounds for myself, without a recording, without you prepared for my audience. As I thought, it was brilliant. I've held onto every step and every note, even now.
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so— ]
As always
You run your mouth far too much.
Do you really want to go back there already?
We can make that bed your permanent home.
[ :tsun: ... ]
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Wahh, you're such a meanie, Shuu. Just for that, I'm going to run my mouth more and more. ♪ Or will you silence me? I wonder how? How exciting.
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Do you think you’re funny?
You won’t be laughing when I come break your door down
Tenshouin.
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You reverted to my family name so quickly! Fufu, if you want to visit, go ahead. I'm a little lonely, so that's why I'm speaking on here to begin with, after all.
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At this hour
You should be going to sleep
Not asking for company.
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Perhaps after some company, I might be able to feel tired again. Once I've relaxed, you know?
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[ but he’s not going to give eichi enough time to argue this one. ]